Sister Jessica Tuckett

So you have heard

2011-03-09T07:53:00.001-08:00

Well....until next week i'll get the update I guess,

This week was incredible....we have seen so many blessings in the work as we strive to obey the training we have been given from President for our mission. I know the Lord guides this work. We met a man named Giovanni from Honduras. He came to the states the first time to study to become an Engineer but after two years his step father died so he had to go help is Mom raise his brother and sister ( he never knew his dad) He put his dreams aside and went back to Honduras and worked for 10 years to get his brother and sister through college and then sent his brother off to nashville with 10,000 dollars of his saving to study for his masters degree. After 8 months though his brother was killed in a drunk driving accident but the man was not put in Jail so Giovanni, after taking care of his brother, has returned to investigate the case. He stopped praying to God after his brother's death because he didn't understand why it happened, he knows God is their and has since finished finished school in Boston to become an Engineer and is staying here only to continue to help his family. He recognizes that many intelligent people do not believe in God but he could never deny the veracity of his existence- he once tried to explain to a professor how a pile of wood put on a foundation doesn't not establish itself after leaving it for 10 years and coming back to find a fully built home- there is always a creator.

"Now God who has made us, knows what we are an that our happiness is in HIm. Yet we will not seek in in HIm as long as He leaves us any other resort wherest (happiness) is even plausibly to be looked for. While what we call "our own life" remains aggreable we wil not surrend it to Him. What then an God do in our own interest bu make "our own life" less aggreeable to us, and take away the plausible sources of false happiness." C.S. Lewis [ a quote from my scripture notes- i promise i'm not reading C.S. lewis...it's not in the missionary library :) ]

Giovanni knows you cannot find happiness in money or in what you have, and he is very interested in learning more about the church. He has tried other churches and has not felt included- but he knows he is looking for something and has not filled that emptiness. He is "golden" as we say it.

All is well here in Houston, Life is bliss and Sister Berg and I are loving the work. I'll let you know how Giovanni is doing. I wish I could write about everyone, Gloria, David and Araceli, Carlos, Yasmine, Leonardo, Maria Rivera, .....and many more. Amazing people who want to follow truth.

Jess

Wow, things happen fast!

2011-03-09T07:52:00.000-08:00

Buenos Tardes Mi Vida

This week saw many blessings. We had stake conference and the prophet spoke to our region over broadcast. We had a family we have been teaching for over 6 weeks come to church along with a part member family whose son has never come before. I also was able to see everyone from my old ward and my new converts the damian girls!! we all just cried and we were so happy to see each other. I saw Hermana Solis (who is the mom of Elder Solis who is serving where Grandpa saw him) and she is doing well- Has Grandpa met Elder Torres yet? He serves in Arlington. Ruben is doing really well- he will be confirmed next week and is so excited to learn more. The day after his baptism we went by to see him and we realized his tv was gone! we asked what he did with it and he told us he threw it out because it was a waste of time and he needed to study the Book of Mormon!

I recieved a call from President again this morning and he asked me train again this next transfer. Sister Pahulu and I are sad to be separated but we have had an amazing time together and have seen many miracles in the Lord's work. Her name is Sister Berg and she will be coming from the MTC on wednesday. She is from Heber City!

Yes I am officially extended! I am really humbled by the opportunity. I know it is the Lord's will. There was opposition in this process as satan always has his fingerprints on it but all is set and ready to go. I do miss you all very much though and I will still see you soon. Tell Marian thank you for the e-mail I love her so much and she has to be the big girl in the house a little longer since brea left.

One of our Members who has helped us a lot with the work just moved to Sandy this weekend. His name is Samuel Aguilar- I gave him your address and phone number so that he can come visit ya'll. Maybe you could invite him to dinner or something....he has given so much time and effort to missionary work and we want to show him how grateful we are.. Mom your cell number is 801 380 1103 right? I hope so.....

One day as we were sitting at a stoplight I was thinking of some big tasks ahead of us with some of our investigators- I just came to the conclusion, the scriptures and thoughts came to my mind about entering into the Savior's rest, I want to be with him already and have him tell me everything will be alright....the thoughts passed and two days later I was sitting in a zone meeting studying and I read this scripture in Mosiah 3:13 " And the Lord God hath sent his holy prophets among all the children of men, to declare these things to every kindred, nation, and tongue, that thereby whosoever should believe that Christ should come, the same might receive remission of their sins, and rejoice with exceedingly great joy, even as though he had already come among them."

That was my answer, Christ is already with us and that is what we are bringing into the lives of all of these wonderful people. I try everyday to remember that He is always right beside us and that through difficult times we are to maintain that relationship with Him.

President Monson said that we if we do not try, we will not do, and if we don't do- then why are we here? I know his call to find those who are struggling right now is from the Lord and that the work can move forward at an even greater pace as we recognize Christ in those around us and treat them that way.

I Love you all so much!! Thank you for supporting me and the Lord's work. I know as we make our desires the Lord's desires we find real happiness.

Sister Tuckett

Monday Again

2011-01-27T08:13:00.001-08:00

You are an amazing woman my mother!! You are never going to grow old because you are always working to be better. We don't grow old until we stop learning something new I say. I can't believe they are all leaving on their missions! and Lisa Callister! I'm happy for them.

I agree with you about Park City- I fell ostracized out in Park City- I don't mind Heber though it's more like a city not a tourist attraction and it's safer- old country, kids can run outside and play....I believe the city suburbs have made me very grateful for where we live.

I read the "anonymous" story of the keys in the door and Grandma and Grandpa's letter! The police didn't say that it was them at all they just shined their lights in our house and kept trying to get through the chain! Yelling police would be a good way to get people to open their door to hear the gospel no?.....

I've been studying a lot about Ammon and brethren and their missionary work lately. The Anti Nephi Lehi's have just born their testimony that they will not fight against their brethren anymore after knowing of the price our Savior has paid. I was wondering what covenants are we willing to keep with that level of conviction- do we always act according to what we know? I know that covenants bring us salvation. "Be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you." 1 Peter 3:15

This week was incredible because we exercised our faith and stretched our goals. In the mission we have a goal to talk with 70 people each every week but this week Hermana Pahulu and I decided to talk with 90 people each. We met many wonderfully prepared people and many news came to church. There is no limit to the Lord's miracles and power. I know that if we want to increase our faith it is not enough just to live the commandments but we much continually serve and sacrifice, we must choose not to have the thoughts of " I have done enough for right now, I'm going to take a break" "why do i have to prove myself over and over again?" or "I don't deserve this setback" We will always be indebted to our Heavenly Father. I know that no circumstance or trial that we face should be a reason to hold back something from the Lord.

I love you all so much!!! Have a wonderful week!!!

Jess

Sunday is a day of Rest

2011-01-27T08:12:00.004-08:00

Good Morning Mother Ray!!

Sounds like you might have had a busier Sunday than us! I would love to be part of the Hospitality Committee for the Women's Conference in April. How was the Homecoming?

We began our Sunday morning as normal with our 8:00 personal study and 9:00 Comp study. Then it begins....we spend our mornings making sure investigators have rides or know how to get to church at 11:00 am. We met one member over at a complex to pick up Juan Garcia then went to meet Marla Cantu so she could follow us, then we needed to stop by another complex so la familia Parra could follow after marla's car and two other members picked up the rest. Nevertheless we had a train headed to the church and we barely made it in time so that Sister Pahulu and I could speak in Sacrament meeting. (For the first time I didn't have to read my talk word for word in spanish so that was a blessing!) 15 of our investigators came to church yesterday and recieved some amazing answers to their prayers. Ruben will be baptized in two weeks. He is from Mexico and doesn't have any family here. He is a very intense hispanic and talks way too fast for my new companion but we make it through a lesson all right. He asks amazing questions in lessons. I love good questions.

This week went by fast and life seems to fly by faster- especially on the mission. I have had an awakening of things i've always wanted to accomplish on the mission and in life which came in the form of a SINGLE WHITE HAIR. Yes, you heard right....my companion Sister Pahulu boldly mentioned that I had a white hair in my pony tail. Where did that come from??? Maybe all the investigators that have not come to church, not kept their commitments, weren't at home when we had members with us, losing the keys, visits from police officers, running around like crazy on sunday mornings, biking like Armstrong to get to our next appointment, companion breakdowns....who knows....it could be many things that brought the vibrant white strand of hair to my head but without further balking (that is how you spell it correct?) life goes on and I must live in the moment of realizing dreams and doing the work of the Lord... I'm so grateful to be missionary, grateful to serve our Lord and Savior and grateful for the restored Gospel on the earth today.

Love you so much!!

12.6.10

2011-01-27T08:12:00.003-08:00

Hello Family!

Thank you so much for everything. I did see the Christmas Fireside it was amazing! Sister Nava and I are singing christmas carols to everyone we see. By the way Mom I learned the song Little purple pansies in spanish I will sing it to you when I call on Christmas. Sorry about your test mom- Psalms 145: 14

I don't have much time today...i'm sorry and I have all these things to write! First: I have no cavities and nothing to pay- i just had sensitive teeth and he gave me some flouride stuff!

The work is amazing I've learned to find Joy in my imperfections.. and strength in my Savior.

Love you all I'll write more next week!

Jess

Thanksgiving

2011-01-27T08:12:00.001-08:00

Sounds like a wonderful thanksgiving!! I had to fight Carly Simon lyrics from coming into my head ha ha. Our Thanksgiving was quite uneventful actually- but the next day we had a wonderful dinner and lesson with one of the members- as if it was Thanksgiving day. The culture in latin countries doesn't include thanksgiving very much but many spent time with their families. I loved that story about Caleb and Brea's shooting abilities :)!! Thanks! this one will be a little short because i'm going to help my companion type a letter to her family-- did you get my letter witht the pictures by the way?!

Well, believe it or not, Missionary Travel has sent me the dreaded letter of arranging flight plans for coming home. I need some information:

What method of transportation will you be using to return home?

- by airplane with other missionaries (i would like this one)

- by airplane but with my parents ( if you would like to come and then we fly home together that is fine too)

- by car with my parents ( why delay the arrival home?)

- Other (maybe horse, hiking...biking....you decide)

Home stake name:

Home ward:

Home phone number:

New address:

Airport nearest home: Salt lake city Airport right? I forgot the name

I didn't realize I don't know a lot of this information!

I can't ask to change my plans after so we have to make it solid. If you can let me know by next monday because I have to turn it on Tuesday. Maybe Mom and Dad fly here to meet me- we spend a day with grandma and grandpa and come back or.....I fly straight home and then the family runs away somewhere for a little bit ( i don't need to speak in church for a while) or I just come home..... I'll just tell you i'm not really excited for the transition home....I heard it is a hard one and I might cry a lot but know that I love you.

The mission life is the most amazing thing in the world!!! I love you all so much, thank you for your prayers, know that they are working.

Jess

Snowy Monday

2011-01-27T08:11:00.004-08:00

OK I'll go to the dentist. Thank you so much- i promise I floss every night and I don't eat sugar and i'm brushing three times a day I just have soft teeth!

Thank you so much...I'll let you know.

There is a chiropractor in one of our stakes and he did it for free! It was nice I was so grateful because my back had been hurting. He supposedly lets all the missionaries come in. He has Jersies up in his office from some top NFL players- I liked it.

I love my new area! I'm in downtown Houston. It's beautiful and I' m companions with Hermana Nava- I sent a picture of her with Sister Christensen and I- did you get it? She was burned as a baby and has had many surgeries to repair the damage, she is missing her forearm but is amazing at biking and lifting it up and down the stairs. She is an amazing missionary and a living testimony of the resurrection. I 'm learning so much from her and I hope we stay companions for a while.

There are many humble people here that want to learn but have many difficulties as well. One family wants to get baptized but the mother and five kids have to move out of the house and find another place because the dad is an alcoholic and abusive. It is kind of a touchy situation but they will hopefully be safe by the end of december..and baptized!

Love you so much!!!!

Sister Tuckett

Snowy Monday

2011-01-27T08:11:00.003-08:00

Well It was a crazy week!!! Where do I begin...

The first news is that Andy Suarez was baptized on thursday and confirmed on Sunday- He has been waiting for a while because is under 18 and his mom is very catholic and wouldn't let him do it but we worked out some legal affairs (I was pretty good with the attorney lingo) and it all went through beautifully. His dad was also able to baptize him, he just needed another man in the font with him because he went blind from diabetes about 2 years ago. It was beautiful. Then we had a wonderful primary program and every single child that we have baptized the last 6 months sang and gave their testimony. I cried. Esbeyde, Selene, Morelia Damian Jan, Jacklyn, Gio and Benny Jaimes, and Andy Suarez and Kevin Lopez. Then that night we had a fireside and Jennifer Damian bore her testimony in front of investigator's in our zone.

I'm out of time but remind me a funny story about walgreen's parking lot.

I'm being transferred on wednesday so I'll let you know my new address!! I've loved sugarland.

Love you so much!! I'll write more next week! Thank you for all your prayers...they really do work...

Jess

Monday, Monday

2011-01-27T08:11:00.001-08:00

Buenos Tardes Mi Vida

This might be my last week in Houston 4, (Sugar Land area) I've been here for about 6 months now and the ward is very much my second home. Almost all of the members make dessert and juice with splenda for me and know everything I can't eat :)

This far in my mission I have realized we sometimes hide from ourselves in vagueness, generalities, and conceptions. One person could live their whole life without really caring who God is and our relationship with Him- Many people we meet say this very thing. But I've decided...of course I'm not finished with my mission, but to this point of three things that would simplify our pursuance :

1. Find out who God is

2. Let Him get to know you

3. Help others do the same

Our Gospel Prinicles teacher and Ward Mission Leader is from Chile, he used to be a jew but was baptized when he realized that an answer he was searching for that took over a year was found in our church doctrine. He came to the understanding that each one of us has an equal right to recieve revelation and answers which was the foundation of his testimony in the church. He is extremely intelligent and I ask him questions every time we have our meetings. I asked him last week "what motivates you to gain so much knowledge?" He began to tell me the story of a man who approached plato wanting to be his apprentice and learn everything he knows. He replied "follow me" They went down to the ocean where had him go under the water but then held him under until he began to struggle for air. He eventually let him come up and asked "What was the number one thing you wanted?"

"to breath!" he replied

"When you want to learn as much as you wanted to breath then you will be my apprentice"

I began to reflect on this story during my studies and prayers: How much conviction do I have in knowing the will of the Lord? What is the number one thing I want in life (no vagueness)? Do I really want to know who God is?

I believe we can all use this story to estimate where our discipleship is... how devoted our we to being examples and followers of Jesus Christ? I know that God gives answers to all those who are willing to pay the price. It is repeated more times in the scriptures to "ask and ye shall recieve"

I'm so happy to hear you had a good trip mom!! I would love to do that sometime with you and be with all the Pyper girls (and grandpa) . Thanks for telling me about the trip!

I'm excited to talk to trevor and nathan about the mission! I hope they make the transition home all right.

Love you all so much!!!

Coming to Tajas

2011-01-27T08:10:00.001-08:00

Mom I'm so excited for you!!!

I can only imagine what It will be like to go back home. Lots of memories, tears, and smiles. You deserve it. Thank you sooo much for the box and pictures it was fantastic and it's funny because my comp asked me "why did she send you candy" and I said "so I can give it out to little kids!" I knew it :) It is more blessed to give then to recieve.

12 year old boys! they just want to know they have purpose ha ha we've had some good lessons with that age group too.

I have been studying a lot about repentance. I know that baptism and the Sacrament are parallel ordinances. I know that we need the Holy Ghost in order to follow the will of the Lord. I want to develop the habit of leaving the visiting out in the foyer and when I walk into the sacrament meeting I quietly sit down and prepare for the meeting. It is one of the best opportunities to recieve personal revelation.

I can't imagine how Joshua felt following in the footsteps of Moses. The Lord comforted him over and over with the guidance to "be strong and of a good courage" " I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee."..." be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest."

I know this promise applies to each and every one of us.....Every time I have put my trust in the Lord, sometimes I take it back out of fear...but he is always there. I can relate to Peter with all of my heart desiring to follow Him! but at times I weaken and my conviction fail me.... Sometimes I wondered if the Lord would except me back...and He always does. His patience in everlasting it seems. I am humbled by how many prayers He has answered that I didn't deserve, how many blessings recieved with no thoughts of recieving anything in return.. I know Christ Lives. I know the Atonement is real.

The Damian Family was baptized the day before Halloween. It was beautiful. President Saylin and his family came and the primary did a special music number. I'm sending pictures! It was an incredible! The satsifaction of this work is not found in the baptismal service itself...but in the spiritual experiences that we share with them and their faith in Christ grows and they find out who they really are.

I love this Gospel...Thank you for everything. Love you so much!!

Jess

Hay mas tiempo que vida

2011-01-27T08:09:00.002-08:00

That's amazing dad!!! I'll come home and add to the patriotism!

It is so true- from reading that article from general conference. The government is trying to make up for the lack of moral discipline and it is just not possible. Complexity gives us a sense of control and management and we cannot create godly outcomes through satan's means.

This week was great- as all weeks. I wanted to tell you and the family how lucky we are to have you. We are teaching the five girls still whose mother left them three years ago. They are now praying personally and as a family, seeing miracles and blessings in their lives and coming to church.....the only things that is missing is their Dad. We have worked to teach him his responsiblity as the Father of the home and the blessings heavenly Father has for him but he consistently chooses to watch t.v. over spending time with his family. I know that soon he will see the amazing opporunity he has to change his life but it showed me how lucky we are.

I'm grateful for you and the example you have showed us of the most important things in our lives and what matters most.

I'll write more next week! Love you so much!
Jess

New Email

2011-01-27T08:09:00.001-08:00

Hey Mom!!

Yes I can recieve pictures downloaded

Two weeks ago I recognized how fear works in our lives too. I learned that fear is not from God and that we can know when Satan is trying to dismay, discourage us from doing something that is the best for us. I just said "Good try but not today!"

Well I have a new companion again, Sister Van Tienderen! She is right out of the MTC. Her family lives in Holiday and she is amazing. She is fearless for her first week in the field and we are seeing many blessings in the work.

Elder Costa came to our area last week and we all got to shake his hand and talk with him. (He is the one that gave the talk on prophets during the saturday morning session) He is an amazing man. As we all went to shake his hands he said "every time I meet with the missionaries I shake their hands so I can feel of their spirit" in his brazilian accent he told us his conversion story. His family was baptized but he didn't want to be at first, at sixteen years old He was sitting outside a room where two sister missionaries were teaching an older lady- he heard the story of Joseph Smith and he began to think about it- he left to meet with some buddies but the spirit was working so hard on him he returned home shortly after and asked his mom for a Book of Mormon. He began to read at 7:00 pm that night and didn't stop until 9:00 am the next morning when he closed the book he knew it was true- he ran to the sister's home with the BOM in his hand and waited till they came home- upon their arrival he said he needed to be baptized (he had never been in the church or knew anything about baptism) they said they would need to get permission and it went all the way to their mission president to teach him three lessons one day and 4 the following and then he would have his interview. he said "I knew I needed to be baptized"

It was an amazing meeting. I learned that a testimony comes to those who are willing to pay the price, just like an academic degree we must but in the effort of study, prayer, meditation and doing so that we may know with that assurance of divinity. I like this quote by President Spencer W. Kimball about recieving personal revelation.

" God will make it known unto you once you have capitulated and have become humble and receptive. Having dropped all pride of your mental stature, having acknowledged before God your confusion, having subjected your egotism, and having surrendered yourself to the teaching of the Holy Spirit, you are ready to begin to learn."

I love that story about Caleb! I forgot about that the proportion of protein applies with how many carbs you eat. Everything has been so great with my food though Mom. Heavenly Father has blessed me so much I can't believe how free I feel of it. I never realized how much I was in pain all the time- it was almost three years of trying to figure out what was going on but I feel now that I have the discipline and food plan that has really helped me. I'd love to know what else you learn. How is your class going?

We met an amazing lady with three kids from El Salvador- her husband left her for another woman and her Faith in Christ has carried her through many hard things. She genuinely wants to know the true church of Christ and the spirit is so strong every time we go to teach her because of her faith.

I was wondering (for a Family Home Evening) all of you could write your testimonies and send them to me so that I can share them with our investigators (translated of course) Also I would just love to have them with me.

I loved President Monson's talk on gratitude. It was perfect. It has been said through gossip "His talks are so simple and short, I expected more from a prophet." and I began to wonder "Why would we need more than that?" "What else would/should we want from a prophet?" In our lives- Complexity gives us a sense of control and management- Something I have learned and am still learning is that we cannot achieve Godly outcomes through Satan's means- anything that promotes a sense of control is not how Heavenly Father works but that Heavenly and earthly laws govern our lives as we adhere to the spirit and "the truth shall make you free" I know we can simplify our lives. I believe that when Heavenly Father reveals the secrets of the world we will say " Really? it's that simple" Because it is...

I'd like to live in a distorted free life :)

" ...For the spirit speaketh the truth and lieth not. Wherefore, it speaketh of things as they really are, and of things as they really will be" (Jacob 4:13)

I am so eternally grateful for you as my parents, for my brothers and sisters who support me and love me. I'm so grateful for all the people I have met who have left me a little bit better, a little closer to my Savior.

Much Love,

Jess

The continuing saga

2010-08-15T12:32:00.000-07:00

Hello Family!

Life is amazing! Little miracles happen everyday we just have to look for them.

Mom, this is a scriptures that has brought me a lot of peace. 2 Corinthians 4: 17-18

" For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;

While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

I like how this scriptures tells us to "look" and "see"

President Eyring gave a talk about faith and authority: how we know that the men who lead us hold the authority of God. He said (paraphrasing) we must train our eyes to look for the authority in these humble men.

When temporal things are without stability, it helps to look and see those things that are not "seen" but that are eternal.

Erick will be recieving the Aaronic priesthood next week! His wife just arrived from Nicaragua a week ago and will be here for 6 months. They have left their two boys in Nicargua with her mother so that they can come and work to provide a living for them....it is hard to imagine that kind of life. Erick is still looking for another job but his faith is strong. I'm still sending pictures I promise!

We met an amazing family from Mexico this last week. Four children and their mother live humble and united and are very excited about the Gospel. We asked one day, at the beginning of one of our lessons, What are you grateful for? The oldest 11 year old Girl said "I have never had to starve, I'm really grateful I have always had food...."

I know that gratitude is how we become "whole" as the 1 leper who returned to thank Jesus.

Christ is my Savior, my dearest friend, thank you Mom for all you have taught me.

Love you all so much!!

Sister Tuckett

Christmas in July

2010-07-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the Birthday love mom!! Our library was struck by lightning yesterday so we couldn't e-mail.

The storms here are amazing. We often get caught on our bikes in the storms. Please please please tell Aunt Jackie and Uncle David how grateful I am for their packages, inspired I'll tell you, I will be writing my own thank you love soon but let them know I did recieve it and it was Christmas in July for Sister Kunzler and I.

Our theme of this transfer is Christmas in July because all of our other cds are over played so we put in a christmas cd and it stuck, so we have also decorated our apartment in Christmas....and are doing the twelve days of christmas stories....and have set a christmas eve- we had to find something that gets rid of our focus on the texas hit. So don't worry there are two sister missionaries riding bikes down in texas singing christmas carols this July.

The mission is the best place in the world. Live is great. I don't want it to end. Many people are learning so much about this wonderful Gospel right now.

I heard Kristin wright is going on a mission? I'm so happy for her!

Tell bryan I will write him soon and I just have had time so sorry!!!

Love you all so much!!!

Monday

2010-07-21T16:49:00.002-07:00

Hi Dad!!

Happy Fourth of July! I love Dad campouts I'm so glad she was able to go with you too. I'm learning a lot on what it means to build up the Lord's Kingdom and his expectations of us as faithful Disciples of Christ. I'm learning what the Atonement means, what our life really should be composed of and sooo many many false assumptions I have had about life.

My companion and I are riding bikes most of these days. We have met so many people from all over the world- Nigeria, Pakistan, Nicaragua, South Africa, Turkey, Vietnam, India- we are beginning to count and we have met people from over 50 different countries. I've learned conviction is nothing until it is turned to conduct. Prayers are really answered, Repentance is real and the Lord is always please but never satisfied. I've working to completely give my will over to Him. It is hard.

I would like to tell two stories since I don't have much time. Thanks for the story about Brea- I will keep her in my prayers- and don't worry no distractions- prayers are better than being there in person :)

Eric Gomez is a man from Nicaragua who was an atheist for over 10 years- he came to the u.s. to work and send money back to take care of two of his children- He was intrigued by the way the church handles themselves and (riding bikes in skirts! ha ha) I explained the restoration and unlike the cross of Christ's crucifixion held by many churches , the symbol of our belief is how we live our lives. ( I have always liked the idea that the gift I give is the way that I live) He agreed to have us come over and teach- then he came began to come to church- Fast forward three weeks to know- Eric has told us he has felt enlightened- that "something" is growing in him and he learning what faith is Jesus Christ is. He is quitting is job at illegal bar (they sell alcohol after two in the morning!) and will be looking for another job. He is completely changing his life around to come closer to our Heavenly Father and he will be baptized on my Birthday!!! If all stays on track :)

Javier is a 25 and one of his friends was murdered about three or four months ago- he thinks he knows who did it and has been struggling with understanding what Justice is and wants to take care of things himself- He didn't know who God is, or Jesus Christ, or how to pray- We taught him about the Plan of Salvation and the 10 commandments and what Heavenly Father wants from him. He said to us " I felt something when I read that scriptures- what is that?" We explained what the Holy Ghost is- he is very genuine as well- He wants to be as happy as he sees we are- he wants to change his life but admitted he was scared or wants to take care of things first " we quickly explained what Heavenly Father asks of us and what humility is"

I know this is the work of our God, and that no unhallowed hand can stop the work from progressing. I feel so privileged to have this opportunity to serve. I will ride my bike until it breaks, I will walk until I just fall and then crawl until i can only sit and talk to people that pass by me- I want to have the earnest zeal and determination from the Love and knowledge of Heavenly Father's plan for us. I know Joseph Smith was a prophet and that through revelation Christ has established His Church again on the earth. That we may all return to him as a family- I want our family to return to Heavenly Father again as well so you aren't alone on that one :) I know that Happiness only comes from aligning our will completely with his, complete consecration of ourselves because really...he has given us everything we have...the only thing we have to give is ourselves.

I love you so much- I pray for our family daily and I know everything will work out according the Lord's will. Thank you for teaching me about Jesus Christ.

Your favorite oldest daughter :)

Jess

P.s. Send to mom please I forgot!

Hello!

2010-07-21T16:49:00.001-07:00

Hello!!

We are so grateful the world cup is over....most of our investigators were distracted for weeks!!

Sister Kunzler and I have another transfer together! We will be riding bikes through July and August talking to everyone. Last week we were hit with the aftermath of the hurricane that went through Mexico- we were out riding our bikes one day and stopped to talk to a lady in her van, it began to rain for a second but then all of a sudden car alarms were going off with a downpour that stopped our conversation. We quickly got back on our bikes and began to ride- we noticed an open garage and we went right in!!! one of the garden workers hid in the garage as well and we found out he was baptized back in El Salvador. Tender Mercy from the Lord.

Marian!! all of the little girls at church are teaching me songs and games that we can play at home!

We have been blessed with much success in this area- President told us he was going to close it but Sister Kunzler and I have found some wonderful prepared people so Houston 4 can still be a sister's area!

Eric Gomez is still doing well- he is coming to understand how Christ can be our Savior- he is looking for a new job still so Keep him in your prayers!

How are your classes mom? How is everyone's health?

I love you all so much!

Sister Tuckett

Letter

2010-06-23T08:08:00.000-07:00

I love that story about caleb!!!

Tell Lexie I love her and everything is going to be ok. Her aunt is in our prayers.

It is now summertime in texas- I left an apple and carrots in a bag in the car for a snack after church on sunday- I did not know texas heat can cook in a bag- the baked apple wasn't bad but I can't say the same for the carrots. I feel that i've lived in two extremes from the Idaho freeze not letting my truck turn on and my baked apple bags in the Texas heat.

Eric Gomez- is an amazing man from Honduras who is a non-religious bartender that wants to be baptized: He had a hard time understanding why Christ was the "Only Begotten of the Father" when he too is a son of God. I was humbled by his desire to understand why Jesus Christ is so important- realizing my inadequate understanding of all the Christ has done for us. I can testify of the power of Christ's Atonement in our lives- that we don't live for ourselves but for God and how exciting it is going to be to see the change in Eric's life.

I love you so much family!!!

Sister Tuckett

On Mon, Jun 21, 2010 at 10:53 AM, Mariellen Tuckett <mtuck87@gmail.com> wrote:

I am now Caleb's primary teacher! So sitting yesterday in primary, they spotlight a child each week in sharing time. They turn off the lights and with a flash light shine it around the room. They tell all sorts of neat things about the child without giving their name and then they let someone guess who it is. Well, they ran through the list of clues and everyone started guessing Drew Toolson, but then sister Pendleton asked if Drew had just had a birthday. He said no. And it was if a light bulb went off in Caleb's head and he said "I had my birthday!" And she said yes it is you. His eyes lit up and his hands went up like he had won the lottery. Everyone laughed. It was SOO very cute!

Yes, I Moved

2010-06-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

Yes I moved! About a half hour from my other area, I'm in the city now.

Address: 12525 South Kirkwood Apt. 132

Stafford, TX 77477 Mailbox #1312

( I don't know if you need the apt. #)

Still speaking spanish. I'm finishing training Sister Kunzler- a sweetheart from Ogden, Utah. We are riding bikes and in a car. It's a very different area which is helping my skills a ton with the diversity.

Evelsa is one of our angels right now- she wants to be baptized but can't because the man she is living with doesn't want to marry her and is legally married to another in Georgia- complications :) but Heavenly Father works miracles.

I would love to get some pictures from graduation!!

Most of the people are Indian, Nigerian, or Mexican. I've had some very different foods too- chicharron is a popular dish of pig skin. Want some?

How are classes mom? What are the plans for the summer?

Horses names: British Gypsy is her registered name and T.J....was something something dream. Their papers are in a box of mine I promise-

I heard about everybody except for brea- tell her I e-mailed her and she needs to write back :)

I love you all so much. Heavenly Father works miracles.

"The greatest gift I could give to you is if you could see yourself the way I do." - unknown

Christians aren't perfect- they are forgiven.

Memorial Day

2010-06-03T08:40:00.001-07:00

Hello!!

Oh sweet mother if only that was so....I've found that missionary work is like faith, charity and exercising..there is not top of the mountain you are climbing to, there is no plateau, silver bullet, secret ingredient, scripture, or technique that makes missionary work less effort- but through prayer, diligence and exact obedience the blessings of Heaven are poured out on these wonderful people. The best part about it is that the whole thing makes up the best time of your life!! If you aren't smiling you are not doing it right we must PLAN to be happy, healthy, on time, and succesful. Obedience is the key, faith is the power, Christ is the reason!

I'm moving out of rosenberg to a new area tomorrow so i'll let you know next week. We sing every tuesday and play bingo with the old ladies at a retirement center down the road. We sang for the last time today and my sweet maddie Miller just cried when I said I was leaving...that was tough- President Saylin says that if you don't open up your heart knowing you might get hurt you don't have true charity... it is true but painful.

I have to know my Savior so much more- He is my comfort and motivation- I know that the things I want to change in myself are possible only through Him.

This area is wonderful and the people are strong in the faith of our Heavenly Father. When you come pick me up we will have to come back and say hello.

I'm glad to hear everyone made it through the weekend alive. I want to hear details though! Sister Hammeren came to visit and I saw the picure of caleb and marian they are so big!!! I love them much- un beso!

Find a nice home where we can have a garden...and maybe some horses....

Sister Tuckett

Graduation!

2010-05-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

What happened to Christ's admonition " take therefore no thought for the morrow, for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself...." Good Luck Brea!!!

Sister Sayling, Our mission president's wife shared an experience that I want to apply for the rest of my life. One of her six children LOVES to tease. She turned to the scriptures specifically for guidance on how she might teach her son how to become more like Christ. Sure enough the next morning the teasing began. She found that because she sought specifically for the guidance she needed and prepared before hand; She was able to say exactly what her son needed. She felt the guidance of the spirit as she spoke calmly and without frustration. She saw her son reflect on his actions and feel his Heavenly Father's reproving love as well.

I know that we can turn to the scriptures for any answer. That a casual desire for answers is not sufficient but by hungering and thirsting for righteousness comes the desired guidance that we want. This desire but then be followed by exact obedience to the truths we have learned and then be willing to "stand as witness" I've learned there are certain "certitudes" that we need to go through our trials with faith: A knowledge that God exists, a knowledge of His nature, attributes, and his plan, and a knowledge that we are doing his will.

Spencer can tell you the story of a man we met this week who did not know the true nature of our Loving Heavenly Father.

The package you sent me was wonderful tell sister Hintze thank you I have felt a difference.

Good luck with graduation!! Give Grandma and Grandpa a big hug for me!! Love you!

P.S. STILL DON'T HAVE BREA'S E-MAIL --- tell that girl i'm taking the next flight to Utah and we are going to sit and eat pumpkins while she apologizes to me why she hasn't emailed yet.

Love,

Sister Tuckett

Diligence

2010-05-20T13:44:00.001-07:00

Good Afternoon!

It feels like it has been years since we have talked. It was a busy week for us as well. I loved your insights on neighbors mom you are amazing.

This is me answering questions:

Mom: How are you?

Me: FANTASTIC

Mom: Can you believe only a week has past since we spoke?

Me: We must be doing wonderful things with our time

Mom: How much have you crammed in your week?

Me: A lot! but never enough :)

"Life is like eating a grapefruit. Fist you have to break though the skin; then it takes a couple of bites to get used to the taste; and then when you begin to enjoy it...it squirts you in the eye!"

Not funny?

I have just began to experience an attribute of Christ I have never really experienced before. In school- I recieve grades and admittance to a higher level of classes after the end of a semester. I was paid for my work efforts at my job every month or on salary. Horseback riding, mountain biking or running always proved for a good after workout high.

But on the mission- diligence proves to be a diamond in the rough that I am beginning to understand. Working out does not bring a level of fitness that maintains itself but we msut continually exercise to improve or we digress. Faith and charity are no different. A misconception of what success is quickly becomes revealed and tests faith. I know that the powers of heaven can only be controlled and handles upon the principles of righteousness. Success is not a target to be aimed at but is ensued through diligent effort for something higher than oneself. Then I found this quote:

" When Mother Teresa recieved the Nobel Peace Prize, Mother Teresa was reportedly asked, " So how do you feel now tha tyou have been working to feed the poor and ease their misery for decades, and things are still just as bad- or worse- in Calcutta as when you started?" - Her profound response is an example to us all. She said that we hav enot been called to be successful but to be faithful." -Elder Sorenson

I know that we might not always see the results of our efforts and that is what we aim for and search for in our work- But as our lives become more centered on Christ and we desire only the Glory of God- Our faith carries us through anything.

I love you all so much- remind me I have a story next week about scriptures!!

Sister Tuckett

Happy Mothers day

2010-05-12T16:57:00.001-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

I was so excited to talk that I forgot to tell you how amazing, wonderful, nice, patient, humble, willing, forgiving, and...cute you are :) Thank you for your example- and there is a letter coming.

It was so great to hear all of your VOICES.

Marian you sing like that lady on Hocus Pocus- it's a good thing!

Spencer- you are growing to fast- write me and we'll plan some stuff to do when I get back.

Josh- YOU'RE AMAZING. I love ya

Caleb- I want some pictures.

Dad- Thanks for the words of comfort.

Mom- I was going to ask you how your class was thanks for letting me know.

Bungalo- PARTY! I want a picture like we did when Grandma and Grandpa came to mine and then photo shop me in and send it to me. What is your e-mail so I can e-mail when you go to school.

Know that I love you all so much!

***this is me confirming that I read the previous e-mail and correctly responded.

I will keep eric in my prayers I just sent him a letter too. I wish I could help your class! Prayers are better than being there though I know that much.

Galations 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting." Tell me what you like about this scripture.

**Acutally I would really like Brea's e-mail because I have a really important story for her.

Love you so much!! Next week I'll have more stories

Sister Tuckett

May 3, 2010

2010-05-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

I still haven't seen a bluebonnet... I'll keep you posted.

We walked into a washateria to talk to some of them- it is great way to start up a conversation and they can't get away while their laundry is in washer...just kidding...but seriously.

I walked in to see an old friend (as of three weeks) Rosemary. She is a regular washer on saturdays and comes to wash with all five of her kids. We began talk about what is new since last week and I offered to fold her clothes ( how my mother taught me to serve) She said no it's alright out of politeness but I saw the need and began to fold (also how my mother serves). We began to talk about her family and husband. I have been taught that there is gospel truth that can tie into any aspect of another's lives and I began to search and listen to the spirit as to what I might say because three weeks ago she was't interested in the church. Because of her faith and desire to learn Heavenly Father blessed me with the inspiration of what I might say... I testified of the divinity of a role of a mother. Motherhood is a way that we can see God's potential for ourselves instead of just looking through our eyes. The Mundane chores of folding laundry, cleaning, wake up and do it again, is not wasted. It is the foundation of service and love and through righeous principles we may see the joy in the journey and enjoy our time with our children.

The spirit was so strong and she recognized it "I've never seen it that way..." I quickly testified that what she was feeling is the Holy Ghost so she could recognize that Love Heavenly Father has for her. We finished folding and packed it in the car. She agreed to have us come over this time and share more of Heavenly Father's plan for us.

I'm so grateful for my mother who taught me how to show how Heavenly Father loves us to others.

Speaking of Mother's day I will be calling at 4:00 pm en punto Texas Time from 281-232-3120. I'm Excited to hear all of you! I want everyone to tell me one new thing they have been doing....and a joke.

CONGRATULATIONS MOM! on your classes i'm excited to hear how they go....

Love you all talk to you soon!!

Sister Tuckett

April 12, 2010

2010-05-11T09:24:00.001-07:00

Hola Familia!

The Area is fantastic- I'm starting to get attached to Texas (I was already attached to the people)

Carlos Torres is a 24 yr old convert from our branch that has been a member for 2 years. He just recieved his mission call to serve in FORTWORTH, TEXAS! He only speaks spanish so let Grandma and Grandpa get a head start on their accent. He will be in the MTC in June and I'd love to send some stuff to him in the MTC if we can Mom- He is the only member in his family and his parents just cried when he said he was leaving for two years so he''ll need the support.

We are writing a little later today because we went out to Brazos Bend State Park where Sister Wright and I went texas hiking (utah walking). It was Beautiful- reminded me of virginia except for the alligators you would walk around on the trail- we took some pretty good pictures I'll send them to you.

Sister Wright is from Washington- This is her second area so she is still getting used to things. Our branch has about 100 members but only 30 come regularly- we are working on getting many back to church- feel the rhythm feel the rhyme get on up it's baptizing time.

I never realized how different we really are as missionaries. Simple, beautiful truths of the Gospel are almost unnatural and uncomfortable for some of our investigators.

Our relationship with Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ is real. Christ truly is at the head of this work and I'm so grateful to be a missionary.

Betty Rojas is going to be baptized in about three weeks- she has a 4 year old daughter in Mexico right now because she couldn't afford to bring her across but needs to work to provide. She will be here in July- we are excited.

This Gospel changes lives,

Love you all,

Sister Tuckett

March 29, 2010

2010-05-11T09:22:00.000-07:00

Conference will be amazing!!!! We have some investigators that are really excited about coming too. Don't send the package until next week please. I get the results from the doc today- i'll let you know. Yes i'm still in the same area and I love it- mi companera se va esta semana ( she leaves this week ) we talk to so many people every week I think i know everyone in the city so we are starting to oym the cows. Mom the temple is amazing we were so blessed to go this week as a mission. I'll write more about it later. We are teaching so wonderful people.

Love you!!

Sister Tuckett

March 22, 2001

2010-05-11T09:21:00.002-07:00

Hello!

I've learned to pray just for the strength to do His will. I love you.

"For the Lord shall comfort Zion, he will comfort all her waste places; and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord. Joy and gladness shall be found therein, thanksgiving and the voice of melody." 2 Nephi 8:3

A study of true principles changes behavior more than a study of behavior changes behavior. I just want to share my testimony: I know this is the church of our Savior Jesus Christ. Our prayers are answered; the Holy Ghost comforts, and blessings are given only through His merits, mercy, and grace. I know that faith takes away all fear. I know that no matter what problem we have, living the Gospel is the answer. I know that humility is obedience. I know that revelation continues today through a living prophet to guide the church and that we can recieve personal revelation for our families- we just have to ask. I have prayed many times about the Book of Mormon and every time I have recieved an answer of it's veracity. I know it is true.

With much Love,

Sister Tuckett

March 8, 2010

2010-05-11T09:21:00.001-07:00

Mom and Dad,

Thanks for the quotes I love those, I actually crave family council and family home evening- it is essential to our happiness!

"I spend half my time counting my blessings and the other half thanking the Lord for them and that leaves no time to feel sorry for myself." The Lord had poured out blessings on this area- we have seven people preparing to be baptized out here in the country- buenas noticias. I have truly felt the joy that comes from the promise of King Benjamin- that if we have used the Atonement in our life we should ALWAYS remember our own nothingness and the greatness of God THEN we will always rejoice...along with many other amazing, uncomprehendable blessings. "There are times in our lives when it seems easy to be grateful. We feel so blessed and cared for." President Mckay said " We find in teh bitter chill of adversity the real test of our gratitude; and that is true gratitude, which, triumphing over conditions merely physical and external, fidns its ground of thankfulness in God Himself. It is independent of circumstances. It goes beneath the surface fo live, whether sad of joyous, and founds itself upon God."

I have truly felt the comforting reassurance in hard times as I humble myself and work with faith. I used to think I had something to do with this work.. but as Alma testified to Helaman I know these things to be true as of no worthiness of myself. There is nothing I can do or have done to merit myself being here except for obedience to Heavenly Father's commandments and humility. I realized for myself that as I pray to do Heavenly Father's will even in the hardest of circumstances he will always send help. Just as Christ prayed for the sustaining help to do Heavenly Father's will in the Garden of Gethsemane.

We met a store owner the other day that has been working in the same store for 17 years- he doesn't know much about God and three years back he was robbed, beaten and lost everything so he had to start again. He has worked his whole life to make a living but is beginning to find out another realm of Joy. I'm truly proud to be a missionary of our Savior Jesus Christ.

I was talking to a man the other day who feels that we are amazing people and do amazing things but our doctrine is wrong. What?! you might as well say that is our Doctrine- to live as followers of Christ! But as much as we try and speak and tell it is not sufficient...a true seeker of truth has their heart open to the spirit. Heavenly Father has said that he reveals little by little and then will add more according to our faith. He counseled Nephi to not write more at one point as "to try the faith of my people" Sister Clifton and I have seen this in the work we have been counseled by the spirit to stop at points because their hearts are not open.

Time to go- I love to teach!

I hope you all are happy I'm so grateful for you and your support I'm glad to hear all is well. I miss those quotes too. Jeep still not fixed then?

****Dad you should incorporate Preach my Gospel into Family council and Family Home Evening it is perfect for teaching Gospel Principles I love it!

Feb 22, 2010

2010-05-11T09:20:00.001-07:00

Buenos Dias!

Caleb would fit right in with the little boys in sunnyside- their mom's shave swirls into their hair it was great. I recieved the family letters!! I loved to hear from everyone. Thanks for the pictures Brea, you two are a good-looking couple and you look so elegant in your dress! I'm glad to know i'm not the only one in the family with bad handwriting.
Brea I sent your letter I hope you have it. Spencer girls are the devil stay away from them. Caleb I LOVE YOU!!

Honestly many things have happened this week but they are not coming to mind. My Joy comes from teaching, everytime there is hard spot the scriptures guide me. Jose Delcia is a man that we are teaching right now that is very interested in knowing if this is the true church of Christ- but he is trying to use his knowledge of the Gospel to find out if the Book of Mormon is true. Just as Paul testified "For I neither recieved it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ." The Only way someone can testify that Jesus is the Christ is through the Holy Ghost as well as if the Book of Mormon is true and Joseph Smith was a prophet. Brigham Young remarked along the lines that even if all of the eloquence and wisdom of the world presented the Book of Mormon to him is would be as smoke that disappears but as a simple man without a way with words can testify that by the Holy Ghost he knows that Joseph Smith was prophet- that illumination of the soul by the Holy Ghost is incomparable. As it is with us in our lives. Why do we adorn ourselves with things that have no live- but that life only comes through Jesus Christ.

I just got a little sidetracked...

Marian: You are doing so great at taking care of all the puppies I love your drawings I have kept every single one!

I'm so grateful for all of your support and love! All for now,

Sister Tuckett

February 8, 2010

2010-03-13T16:13:00.001-08:00

Good Morning!

Yes I did recieve your e-mail dad thank you! I hope those who attend are comforted.

Thank for reminding me about my story! When I became a trainer I realized I didn't have my companion to rely on anymore (so to speak) as to who to see, teaching, and where to by as guided as the spirit. There came a point in the day when our appointments fell through. I realized that I wanted to follow what Heavenly Father wanted us to do but that listening to the spirit was and will be a work in progress. I prayed right there with faith and said "Heavenly Father we want to teach who you have prepared and we have the faith to find them." We began to drive again and we recieved a call from Byron E. Jones, a preacher who had ordered a bible. So we went quickly to his store (he owns a christian book store and wants to help the people around the ghetto) and we came to find he wanted to know more about the church and the B.O.M. He had felt something different when reading about the church, he said he was looking for truth and Heavenly Father helped us share some scriptures that he needed to read, the spirit was so strong!! We met his wife the next meeting and he is praying to be baptized and I'm still waiting to hear progress. He was very well versed in the Bible (of course) but I was amazed as I followed the spirit I turned to a chapter that answered one of his questions about the church before he had asked the question. I'm getting chills just writing it. Christ truly is at the head of this work.

I MOVED BACK TO BRAZOS. My address 1111 Golfview Drive, #1016 Richmond, Tx 77469- this will be faster than the mission home.

I can't imagine my life without the mission right now, I already know i'm going to be a funny RM. The Lord has refined me and shown me fears, concerns, things I love that I didn't even realize. He illuminates weakness so he can eliminate them. More importantly I have come closer to my Savior Jesus Christ. I love to teach.

I wake up everyday just bouncing out of bed to go study to each these wonderful people. We have three or four in this area that are reading the book of Mormon and looking for answers. I miss sunnyside and the people but am looking forward to all the amazing people we will meet here.

Dad, I figured out why I always say "i'm fine" to things. Growing up I literally took to heart perfection as the way to follow Christ. I would say i'm fine to cover frustration, sadness and any other experience life through at me. I was not using the Atonement in my life. I"m slowly coming to understand what that perfection means. Moroni tells us to "come unto Christ, and be perfected in him." Accept that some days are going to be the fruits of repentance and others are going to be part of the repentace process, enjoys the ups and downs of life while letting Christ be there. Some days I can give 8 talons, some days I can only give 2; but through the Atonement, it all comes down that through "The grace of God [we] are perfect in Christ"

Pride plays a part in this as well- admitting our mistakes and imperfections and then having faith in Christ is the healing power that each one of us needs. When I want to cry now dad, I cry, when I realize I didn't do something how I thought it should be done, I pray and Heavenly Father reassures me because you don't get any other reassurance out here on the mission that would be worth more. Working and living by the spirit is something I'm striving for everyday. I love how paul talks about his pre-eminance and stature in the jewish society was all "dung" compared to his conversion to christianity.

I"m out of time so remind me about two stories-
-I love alma
-refinement of speech

I love you all so much-. Talk to you next week!!

Sister Tuckett

Monday

2010-03-13T16:12:00.002-08:00

Hey hey! I do love that song...

I will pray for Mckay Burrows family and I'll try and figure out what wailing with someone is like ha ha. I don't need a fast mommy it's ok I promise! I feel better right now too. It has been busy training Sister Pope. I will be in my new area tomorrow.

You are great and wonderful! How is the new house- thank you for the address. I will write more next week b/c it's busy.

Love you! I'm smiling!!

January 25, 2010

2010-03-13T16:12:00.001-08:00

I had a funny experience the other day- we went to an apartment complex and one of our investigator's little girls was learning to ride a bike without training wheels and I realized the mother didn't know how to help her so I showed Jaime (the mom) how to hold the back of the bike and the handle bars to guide her-- You were such a good mother growing up knowing everything we needed and how to help- I really believe you have all the answers and are the most knowledgeable mother.

I am a little anxious right now because of some change but I love the ability to rely on the spirit. Mom I have realized that there is no sense of perfection and to stop trying to be perfect in what I think perfect is. My goal since the beginning is to be able to follow the spirit and as I have depended on that my understanding of myself is stronger and my ability to handle these changes is more secure. I love the quote by Joseph smith again that says If we don't understand the character of God we can't understand ourselves.

So this is what happened: Sister Jackson has to get thyroid surgery because she has a cold nodule that could become cancerous. She is training a new missionary that comes in this wednesday but her surger is on thursday- so president has asked me to stay for another week in this area and train this new baby for four days then move into spanish with another baby. I know this is what the Lord wants and I don't have to worry as long as I follow the spirit. So I won't move to my new area till next week.

Sorry this is going to be a long journal entry because there is so much to write. I was talking to a nurse about the health thing and she said it is possible that I am a saliac (the gluten thing) so i stay away from wheat and barley but I can eat rice. It has been two weeks without it and I feel great. I agree with the word of wisdom I won't cut out grains all together I love them! I'm not worried about gaining weight either because I have given everything to the Lord here that means a worn out and tired body at the end of this.

There have been some unforeseen expenses and I have had to use my debit card and I'll probably spend another 30 this week and that is it for food. I would love the rice cooker but honestly I can't fit it in my stuff! I will let you know if that changes but don't worry about sending me granola bars anymore ha ha

Nick and Rose are getting married- they stopped drinking and we are working on the drugs and the weed. Satan works so hard on these wonderful people as they strive to change their lives around.

Sometimes Mom I get impatient when people don't understand and I am a bold missionary- I tell them the Gospel of Jesus Christ is the only way for eternal happiness, any other church does not have the fullness of the Gospel and baptism without that authority is not valid. I am tactful though don't worry and who know how I can do it in spanish.

Collini is a mother with three little kids and has a sweet spirit. She is open to the Gospel and lives her life as a mormon.

Anthony: college student who is smart and motivated we found him in the outskirts of the hood and is going to be amazing!

Hello!!

2010-03-13T16:10:00.000-08:00

For MLK day yesterday about 2,000 horses road down the streets of sunnyside and we had some good south barbecue- I was so sick but i made the experience! I don't think Martin Luther King would have appreciated them all celebrating his day drinking and such though.

Mother I wrote you a letter but it's not done yet- it will come soon! I recieved the drawing from Mar- Mar- YOur cursive is AMAZING! it's better than mine.

Tell me how the house is and all-

I'm trying to get better at writing experience and how I fell not just news so here it goes.

NEWS FIRST: I'm being transferred back into spanish on next wednesday so i'll let you know the following Monday- I'm going to be a "stepmother" which means i'm kind of a half trainer because my companion has only been out one transfer- i'm a little nervous because it's in spanish and being senior companion; but that doesn't make a difference we will just love the work of the Lord together and I have all the faith I will be able to speak. I will miss sunnyside: everyone is so receptive to the Gospel and they have so much faith-

DAD: I WOULD LIKE A COPY OF YOUR LINE OF AUTHORITY FOR THE PRIESTHOOD PLEASE- I've been studying the priesthood and it would be nice and i'm sending this note to mother because i know it would go on her to-do list anyways. Loves!

Sister Jackson has had a "Goiter" of an enlarged thyroid so we have seen the doctor a lot lately- we went to really nice part of downtown houston and I was a fish out of water- Sunny side is so poor and everyone in houston was RICH and you could smell the pride...the vanity was disheartening.

Nick (another gang member investigator) we have seen the beauty of the Atonement as he is lifted of the memories and sins of his past and has come realize his potential through Christ!

I wrote this to Josh but wanted to share with the family too:

There was a man that had asked a member of the church "so you believe there is a prophet of God on the earth today?" The member said confidently "of course, I know there is . "
the man then asked "then what has the prophet said lately that we should be doing?"

And the member couldn't think....if we believe there is a prophet of God on the earth do we follow him as we should? Do we truly know he is recieving the instruction for our lives from God?

I've been making sure to read the General Conference talks so I know what we should be realizing and focusing on right now. President Monson simply tells us we are here to serve and lift his children.

"Man's greatest happiness comes from losing himself for the good of others." Christ taught us that "unless we lose ourselves in service to others, there is little purpose to our own lives."

I love to teach the Gospel. There are things i'm working on everyday to become better. Jesus Christ truly is at the head of this work.

Love you all so much!

Snow In Texas

2010-01-12T15:09:00.000-08:00

Hey Mom and Dad,

The Lord is refining our desires, intentions, and notions. He has a different plan that the world does and as times goes on the fork in the road from His way and the World's is just going to grow farther and farther apart. This e-mail I want to write about Love. Matt 22: 36-40

" Master which is the great commandment in the law?"
"Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind." And with the second commandment "hang all the law and the prophets"

As I have been searching for the underlying objective and complete purpose of serving here in Texas this what the Lord has blessed me with. From President Uchtdorf's talk from General Conference we learn so much more of how everything comes down to love. The Lord does not need us to love him, this in not a commandment to maintain His authenticity of God but as Elder Uchtdorf put it "Oh how we need to love him!" Because what we love is what we seek and what we seek is what we think and do and therefore how we act, who we are and who we will become. We must recognize Him for His love. Everything that has and will be done to bring to pass his commandments and the words of His prophets are in love.

As we bring our will's in line with the Lord's we begin to realize that what we are building with Him no one can take away from us. We don't make ourselves from pre-eminence, popularity, beauty, or wealth. We can't afford to rely on something so short-lived. As we search for the Lord's will in our lives we are amazed how deeply directed we can become in the simplest actions.

These people are poor. A member family is cutting back even on food this month because they have one income and the husband's hours were cut back, they have 5 kids but are the happiest family I have ever seen. They were baptized about 6 months ago. Another family lives in a trailer, 5 kids as well and one on the way, Patricio (the husband) works construction but there hasn't been much lately....

Let's each find out what the Lord wants for us. Thank you for letting me know how all is well I did recieve both of your e-mails and Josh's. Mom the papers are in one of the folders under my bed in one of the plastic boxes. The only other place they could be is in a box in that hall closet, also in a folder (possibly red)

Thank you for letting me know, I have faith but it does bring comfort.

I love you all so much!! All is well here in Texas!

Jess
Hermana Tuckett

Five Days Till Christmas

2010-01-12T15:08:00.001-08:00

Mother i loved hearing that story about going to the beach- you didn't share a lot of stories like that when we were little- do it with the other ones I want to hear more. Haven't had any shrimp yet but I have had Chile rellenos HUGE peppers with cheese or meat in them fried in egg- really gross but I lived.

FIRST: I WILL CALL CHRISTMAS AFTERNOON- 3:00 PM MY TIME ( WHAT IS IT YOUR TIME) I will have about 40 mins to talk I can't wait to hear your beautiful voices!

I can't begin to tell you all the wonderful things that have happened out here but here it goes.

So I am in a new area and I will be in a new one next transfer too- they are just jumping me all over the place. Our mission opened a new area in the suburbs of downtown houston for the english speaking missionaries....but they took me instead of an english sister. So I am now speaking english just outside of the city- Sister Jackson and I were the only white people we saw for the first two days- i'm serious- it is amazing I love black people- I love the Gospel and the Lord is guiding everything we do. So we are White-washing this area but we already have 6 baptismal dates in the first four days- this area has had people prepared it's amazing to see how it works.

We come in early due to President's directions because of the demographics of the area but don't worry we are safe. People are amazed we are out here. I love how diverse it is. New address only for 6 weeks is: 2725 Reed Road Houston, Texas 77051. But it isn't as reliable as the parkway address I will only get the parkway address mail every two weeks though.

We found this is the most ghetto area of our mission it is great- Our branch is about 25 people. We are baptizing Joseph Smith- black of course- He loves reading about himself. Sister Jackson is a little black girl in a white girl's body so it works out well :) Very eccentric excited and we are just putting out baptismal dates left and right. Very different then the Mexican Culture. I know the Lord will bless me when I go back into spanish with the ability to remember what I need- for some reason he wanted me here though and I love opening up an area we can just be bold and love the work.

Well I will talk to you more in about 4 days! I want to hear stories and such. Thanks Dad and Mom and Josh for the E-mails- Merry Christmas

Con amor,

Hermana Tuckett

P.S. Mom- say a prayer and you will find the papers

Sister Tuckett

2010-01-12T15:02:00.002-08:00

Hello, sister Tucker and family;

I'm honored to send this photo of your sister missionary, sister Tucker! My family was able to have her and her companion, Sister Jackson over to our home for Christmas dinner. Although she is new to our branch, I've felt her immense love for each person of whom she serves. She shows maturity and again, love for these people here and I am excited to get to know her. I know she will do great here, and I'm grateful the Lord has sent her to our branch.
My family will do our best to take care of your daughter, so please, don't hesitate to ask us anything--if there is anything we can do for your family, or your daughter, please let us know. I was in her shoes a few years ago in Chile and was blessed by generous people taking care of me, so please let me serve in the tiny ways that I can.

Love,
Monika Sampert

Howdy!

2010-01-12T15:02:00.001-08:00

Christmas sounded wonderful with the family. It was so good to speak with everybody I didn't really know what to say.

I loved hearing everyone's voices. I love when Nephi is called to build that ship and his brothers murmur but he says unto them " If God had commanded me to do all things I could do them." What part of our lives is missing the faith of Nephi? That we can do all things. I know that God will specifically tell us what we need to do.

Scripture of the week Mosiah 4: 11-12 If we want to always rejoice, be filled with the Love of God and grow in the knowledge and Glory of "him that created you."

Oh mom!! I spoke in our little branch on Sunday- we didn't have enough teacher for class so we only did two hours- it is really struggling and we meet in a small institute building and sacrament meeting is in with the kitchen. But I used a story about you I'll have to tell you next time. remind me Thanks for the presents means the world!

Love you all!

El Dia de Gracias

2009-12-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

El Dia de Gracias

I hope we are realizing that the Lord blesses us in every single moment and that turkeys are dying everywhere.

Espero que Esten bien en todos lados! This week I was planning on writing some great stories so here we go.

The Lord works in mysterious ways and keeps us on our toes:

We recieved a referral for home that was on the outskirts of our area. We drive out to find that the home did not exist (strike one) then that the phone number was disconnected (strike two)--False Info-- but in the midst of our searching for the nonexistent house the so-to-speak neighbor had a humble heart and contrite spirit that the Lord wanted to find. We've taught him for the past two weeks and he is coming to church...to be continued.

The Lord sends his servants (again) where he wants them to go: We recieved a referral from the branch president but only a name- we found the phone number and address and appeared, uninvited as usual, one night on the doorstep. Their electricity had been turned off because they had not paid the bill yet so it was dark, Carolina (the mother and member of the National Guard) was wary, questionative and cold. She hesitantly accepted a return visit because we obviously could not meet that night unless we wanted to sit in a circle and hold flashlights. After our first impression we wondered how it would all go down next time we see them (because by this time she had rearranged our visit twice but we were perseverant). Por fin, we arrived to find a dinner table waiting for us and an eager husband and wife telling their story of a year and half vacation from church and a desire to return again to raise their 5 year old boy in the values and foundation of the Gospel.

The Lord prompts scriptures, stories, when someone should speak and when someone should not, this is amazing!

Another referral sent us to an nonexistent mexican lady and instead we got George: a 6' 4" man that just got home from golfing with his buddies, wealthy and half drunk. We began a conversation about him visiting with missionaries before and he clearly said "You ladies go find some other person to save, I'm 65, I'm past saving, and have grandchildren older than you." I don't know what I was thinking as a 5' 4 little missionary but my heart is more defiant than my little body and I quickly disagreed. We were cut off in our discussion by a phone call and he said go find someone else but come visit me another time...not sure what he meant by that so...to be continued....

As you can see our experiences range from every situation- we have met some very dark people and some amazing people that the Lord has put in our path. The Gospel is true- If people understood the Love of Christ and their Divine Nature they would be begging to be baptized...and that is what we are working on.

I love you all so much-- I hope that you are safe, and enjoying every minute. Mom, Thanks for the thoughts, you are golden. Enjoy Thanksgiving every one!! I'll be eating my tamales and thinking of you...mmm...

Cuidense!

Hermana Tuckett

I had my first tamale...didn't eat it right it was hilarious (I'm out of time so that will be in the next letter)

Lealo!

2009-11-22T14:45:00.001-08:00

Familia!

Como Les Va? Well I am beginning my third week here in the Brazos Central area- There are 6 weeks to a transludo (transfer) so I will be either moving in another three or staying here. The Lord has blessed this area immensely- We have another confirmed baptism (Jesus) and believe there are more on the way in the Lord's time. As usual, I became quite sick this past week- I have come to accept that being sick is just another challenge to overcome. Sister Hammeren and I "nos llevamos bien" (we carry well with each other) and have a great time working together. I don't have a ton of time today but next week I will write more stories about our investigators- our life revolves around them it is great :)

Please tell Grandpa and Grandma I recieved their family update in the mail and I am very grateful! Love them both.

There came a time this week where I was discouraged with accomplishing what I needed to get done. I prayed fervently to understand what I needed to pray for to be more in tune with what the Lord wanted me to do. Many times the Lord answers my prayers through scriptures and this time it was 2 Ne 4: 18+, as he felt the same in "the sins which do so easily beset me" but that I know in whom I have trusted as well as the knowledge that I can't do what the Lord wants me to if I rely on "the arm of flesh" or myself. I cannot adequately express what comfort this brought me and I quickly began to pray again that I may follow His spirit better in HIS measurement of "success and progression".

The Mosquitos here are HUGE! I am addicted to salsa (chile) and I could never eat another store bought tortilla.

How is everyone?

Spencer your birthday is coming up! Happy Birthday! Do something crazy for me.

May I have all the kid's e-mails as well so I can write more quickly to them? Thank you. Thanks again for my scriptures that was Christmas and My Birthday all put together.

You know you are a sister missionary when:

You pray even before grocery shopping
You have permanent knee high lines
High heels were a thing of the past- They'll be back!
You vaccuum out the car, change the oil, change a tire in a skirt
New scripture markers make your day
To be con't.....

Twice a week we go to nearby nursing home as well for service- Bingo is the way to go.

Hay mas?

Love you all so much,

Hermana Tuckett

Brazos!

2009-11-10T11:07:00.000-08:00

Familia Amorosa!

There is so much to tell and not much time. I recieved your letter from week nov. 9th and Dad I recieved your reply from Countdown:
Thank you for the scripture.

The News:
- Thank you for sending my scriptures and journal, they aren't here yet but I know they will make it- Mother, you thought you were rid of me when I left...I guess not :) The Lord had a reason for me forgetting my ENGLISH scriptures.
- E-mail rules: I cannot recieve or e-mail anyone out of my family. I won't be able to read anything out side of our family e-mail addresses and please no forwards either! Obedience is the secret ingredient in this work. Thank you :)
Her mailing address is 1111 Golfview Dr., Apt. 1016, Richmond, TX 77469

That next morning after our Dinner with President Saylin we had orientation and met our companions. Her name is Hermana Hammeren from Idaho and only has two transfers left in the mission. During my meeting with President Saylin he recognized her as the most successful missionary right now in the zone and I can back him up on that. He told me to learn everything I can from her. She is obedient, assertive, focused and speaks well. We fit just fine together. I will try and send some pictures in the next couple weeks. My area is called Brazos North, encompassing Rosenberg and the surrounding area. Don't ask me what happened my first two days because I don't remember- you hit the ground and just got so I just did what I was told. We have a car and phone for effectiveness and we do a little dance to back our companion out of a parking spot everytime. The apartment is safe and I we have a workout room, jacuzzi and pool (which we can't use) and there is a parking lot with a median behind our place that I use as a small track for running b/c my comp doesn't run- I feel like a gerbil but that's ok.

Weather: a little humid- perfect temp and I will need my coat in dec and jan, thanks mom.

I love this work- The Lord has bless us immensely. We have two baptisms coming up in the next three weeks- In my first four days we recieved 7 referencias and 4 new investigators. The area is poor, I have never been in a trailer home before and since I arrived I have only been in two houses- most of the wonderful people are from Mexico and many are out of work right now. I am in the outskirts of Houston. We only have a branch here and believe it or not, I am the only person that plays the piano...so....this Sunday I played (and will play for the rest of the transfer) the piano for our sacrament meeting and probably will for relief Society. The Lord was trying to tell me something when I kept having the idea back home to start piano again :)

I'm amazing at the part the Lord plays in every little detail of his work- I'm still becoming accustomed to the way the spanish sounds but the Lord has blessed me to be able to answer questions. When we teach, I just speak when the Holy Ghost prompts and then stop when I feel it stop, It is interesting and different. The Gospel knowledge is just a baby here, some people don't even know what the ten commandments are. Here is an experience:

One of my first days we went to teach Luisa and Jesus, Jesus- has cancer and is being treated near by ( there are a lot of medical services and two hospitals nearby so the demographics consist of such). Only Luisa was there when we were teaching but Jesus came back from the hospital early (unexpectedly) and when he walked in the room the spirit just knocked us over, he has been reading the Book of Mormon during his treatments at the hospital and you can feel what the Lord has planned for him...I will keep you updated. The Member are crucial in our work as well, many help us in our work. The culture is amiable and kind and soft, but they challenge is showing them how important our actions are in our salvation, motivating them to go to church, steps for baptism and such.

I love it all- The Lord doesn't let me doubt and I don't let doubt enter my mind either. I'm sorry for my grammar. I tried to wrap everything together of my first week. It is wonderful and the Lord again is blessing the area incredibly. I'm happy for Casey!! That is so exciting- He will know....

I love you so much- Thank you for your support and love, Let me know how funding goes or if the house sold. Smile!

Talk to you next monday!!

Love,

Hermana Tuckett

Our Missionary Has Arrived!!

2009-11-09T11:56:00.000-08:00

Dear Parents,

We are pleased to let you know that your missionary has arrived safely in the Texas Houston South Mission!! They are happy and absolutely wonderful. President Saylin and I are thrilled to welcome them. We had a terrific afternoon and evening with them. They received some training, we had dinner together, and then enjoyed a beautiful testimony meeting together as well. They come with such testimony and strength. You should be very proud of them.

I have attached a photo from our gathering tonight in the mission home. As you can see, there are many smiles. Our six children are also pictured in the front row. Our youngest is 3 and our oldest is 15. They love being a part of your missionary’s life!

I have also listed below the companion’s name (trainer) and area your missionary will be serving in. I am sure it will be fun for you to be able to look up exactly where they will be spending their first 6 weeks!

Again, thank you for the opportunity you have given us to serve with these fine missionaries. We love them already and promise to take good care of them! May you find great joy and blessings as you continue to support them in bringing souls to Christ.

With love,

President and Sister Saylin

Here are the companionships and areas:

Sister Pidge Sister Campbell Pearland

Elder McKinney Elder Chacon Hermann Park

Sister Beasley Sister Greenberg Houston 9

Elder Perez Elder Jenks Houston 1

Sister Torres Sister Hammar Missouri City

Sister Tuckett Sister Hammeren Brazos

Elder Wilkinson Elder Nguyen Braeburn 2

Elder Danklef Elder Adams Kemah

uno mas...

2009-11-02T13:14:00.001-08:00

Familia! 10-27-09

Les Deseo Lo Mejor. Espero que estemos buenisimo ahorrita! What has been going on in your wonderful lives- please tell marian again I loved the halloween picture. I hope you are enjoying candy corn and pumpkins for me.

This is the last tuesday so there is much much to prepare for. First the plan grande: I leave on Tuesday November 3rd- My flight is Delta, leaves at 10:17 am, straight to Houston, I will arrive at 2:21 pm. In this case- I leave the MTC at 6:00 am for the airport. I should have time between the time I arrive at the airport and check in to CALL YOU! So here is the plan- between 8:30 or so and 10:00 I will call calling card but we need to call on dad's phone probably, no? Will you send me that number so we can conference it. I will let you know if I can call again when I land for security.

I have everything I need, my bags are not over weight but mother I am FREEZING, I only have that one black long sleeve coat we bought so I have a request: with slips, my tan/yellow scarf, red scarf and the Old navy long black/white coat- can you send that to me before this weekend? I won't have time to buy a long coat there and they told me I need it and again...I am cold. I can wear it on the plane so it won't affect the weight. Thank you and I love you. Scarves: in the winter clothes box in my room and in the big closet box is my coat.

The time has come. I have worked really hard to learn the things the Lord wants me to learn, He has taught and blessed me more than I could ever imagine. We have had a progressive convert in the RC (referral center) His name is Mark Baker from Missouri- I had called him to confirm a DVD we sent him and we began talking and he was interested to hear more. He works 24 hr shifts and I always on call so missionary time is hard to find but this week he is going to have to find it. He has listened to the Prophet and LDS. org and is reading the intro to the BOM. He is truly one of Heavenly Father's elect. to be continued.... ( oh he did ask if he converted could he have more than one wife...original joke no?)

A diligent understanding I have wanted lately is understanding the Lord's plan and How the spirit works. If we truly understand that His work is "to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man" Every action has a purpose...Every person I meet, The Lord as been striving according to their hearts and desires to prepare them, to bring them back to Him. Every time a family moves to a different area, a plane is delayed and two people sit and talk about the Gospel while waiting, To the Lord "all things are spiritual" Along with this, I have learned only another fraction of a percentage of how much the Lord loves every single one of us and every person I meet. Nothing happens by chance when on the Lord's errand. Do you want to know what pure religion is? James 1:27 " Pure religion and undefiled before God and the FAther is this, to visit the fatherless and widows in their afflictiona and to keep himself unspotted from the world." Charity for others is the purest form of religion, we are more than conquerors in charity (romanos 8:35-39) This has changed my view of the Woman at the Well- The Lord says to the woman " whosover drinketh of this water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be i him a well of wter springing up into everlasting life." What is the purpose of a well? To give live to around them with that need: if we are to become that well of life, it is not for the sake of only us but for others, when we are a part of that well of everlasting life our purpose is to share it with others. Let them know the happiness that they can have in their life.

I have so many scriptures running through my head but this is the last one I can share because I don't have time. 1 Corintios 9:24 " Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? so run, that ye may obtain." This is for the brea and spencer mostly- fiind out what you are running for in this life...

I love you all so much. Thank you I will talk to you soon!

Hermana Tuckett

yay for letters!!

2009-11-02T13:06:00.000-08:00

Hola familia!

Estoy muy animado por la nieve a venir! I love autumn this is great. Marian I dont' have time to write a little letter in the mail this week but next. It has been a busy p-day because I schedule two appts for our comanionship to keep on studying and learning.

Dad thanks for the advice it is exactly right. Also, read Dallin H. Oaks address to BYU-Idaho about two weeks ago- it's in the church news about our Government, it is very much worth reading and it hit the newstands well.

I'm happy to hear about T.J. possibly going to Courage Reins if there was one thing I wish I would have done before I left it would have been doing more with those horses...I'm sorry dad.

This is my second to last time I'll write you from the MTC- next week i'll write on tuesday but i need to have everything done and ready by next thursday to go. I also will be able to call once at every standy by ( stops) I think that is the english word and let you know I'm safe. I will recieve my flight plan this thursday and will know when I can call. Exciting no?

I am working hard to learn as much as I can before I leave- It's funny because they assign us here for 9 weeks to learn the language- 6 more than regular but when here the instruction is correctly given to " focus on the Gospel and the language will come" so really we just have more time to study the Gospel but still try and learn a language it is incredible. The days go by fast because we work to spend every minute effectively. I have learned a great lesson in patience in learning that the Lord promises in D.C. 1:28 " and inasmuch as they were humble they might be made strong, and blessed form on hih, and receive knowledge from time to time." Knowledge is only time to time, we cannot except to recieve the knowledge we want and obey with the intent to then recieve that knowledge. We are obedient soley for its sake. To err is human, to forgive is divine- That is what is amazing about The Atonement. Every night I pray and tell the Lord I did my best to my knowledge, please help me tomorrow to build upon it.

The only thing that is constant in our lives is seeking the spirit. Bednar said "Do you really think the Lord could depend on our limited capacities?" We must have trust in his plan for us. My focus has been teaching with simplicity. Preach My Gospel teaches us that we should have "simplicity, dignity and humility" in all of our speech. It is pretty is when learning a language honestly but the concepts must relay the importance of the Gospel to the investigators lives.

A little side note- I love the thought "if you have three friends you are doing pretty well for yourself" tell me what you think...

Well family we are sprinting toward the end here at the MTC. I love the autumn weather and I am missing you much. I pray for you every night. I pray that we may all know a little more about How the Lord works and how the Spirit works in our lives and others. There is no such thing as blundering optimism but faith unwavering in our Lord. Things may pass away but the Lord's word will not pass away.

I have a funny story but i'll write it in Sam's letter because i'm almost out of e-mail time. Sorry for my grammar...it is terrible- I hope I can excel in my classes after the mission I'll need the Lord's help for sure. Tell Aunt Nan thank you for the Love and support she wrote me. Mother I will need slips and my scarves in that box before I leave- I won't go over my limit I promise and will send unneeded things home. Maybe another sweater too please for underneath a coat....Thank You. :)

I'm working as hard as I can that I may be a tool in the Lord's hands and bring some soul unto Him just as the Sons of Mosiah, Ammon and Amulek.

Love you,

Hermana Tuckett

Hola Familia Amoroso

2009-10-14T17:54:00.000-07:00

Hello my loving family!

Isn't Autumn wonderful? I love this weather enjoy it for me-
Mother you are going to laugh at me and be frustrated at the same time, I realized I forgot to put the size on there and wrote it on the back of Bryan Wright's letter and told him to call you and tell you and you would know what it means... :) sorry but i was desperate sorry i couldn't tell you sooner- just sports bras no underwire nothing fancy. Please also send some scarves-yellow, cream and a patterned one so that I may stay a little warmer- thanks so much. I love you!

After this I will only have two more times to write you until I'm in Texas- very exciting. Mother Thank you for your thoughts- yes it is a relentless work and there will be much rejection, again If it was hard for Christ you can guarantee it will be hard for us but we are asked to take up our cross and follow him. I think of Ammon in Alma 26: 27-28, read what they felt when serving- and they served for 14 years! I also think of the disciples in Christ's time, the Lord reminds us in Matt 10:35-38 that this work is not easy but if we follow him we shall find our lives. read please!

"I'm not afraid of storms, for I'm learning to sail my ship." - Louisa May Alcott

This week has been a refing of my teaching- the focus around the Restauration, to be able to leave a home with them assuredly knowing that our testimonies are of restored truths found in no other church with the authority from God to recieve modern-day revelation and proper ordinance work. Teaching is an amazing skill and I have so much to work on. It will be different out in the field. The elements of what I'm teaching must become a part of me and I want to know how it feels to give absolutely everything. I read and know the fine print of my mission : prepared to give our life to help men, women and children keep theirs.

Thought of the Week: "Don't indulge in judgment" I love the way this is phrase becuase no one wants to indulge and indulgement is an unneccessary and generally harmful action to oneself- I love the parable of Christ in Mark 10:17-21 the rich young man says " all these things have I observed from my youth" as Christ has finished telling him what he must do to follow him. Then in the next verse 21- the first thing Christ does "Then Jesus beholding him..loved him..." To every person we meet we must first love them "one thing thou lackest: go thy way, sell whatsoever thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, take up the cross, and follow me."

I will be praying for you much! As I have been praying I found comfort in the Lord's words to Thomas B. Marsh D.C. 31:1-4 " i will bless you and your family, yea, your little ones.. lift up your heart and rejoice." We are blessed because of our faith in this work.

How is everyone? I want to hear details... Dad- I made a pb and honey toast for mi Companeras this week in memory of you- I was thinking about all the wonderful things you have done with building the tree houses and the zip line and realized there is greater satisfaction in working, laughing, and progressing in the experience of being with you then the luxury of using it. The memories and experiences are priceless.

Mother how are classes? what are the kids going to be for Halloween..don't be hesitant is sharing things with me, it is not hard to hear everything that is going on. We are working really hard right now since we are limited on time- during gym I run about 2.5 to 3 miles while studying a scripture to memorize in spanish- we memorize 3 scriptures a week pertaining to our lessons and 140 vocab words, 20 a day. Our language study consists of four hours of spiritual and grammatical study and we teach 2 lessons a day to teacher in the "TC". These are our goals for our companionship. The rest of the day we are in classes for about 4 hours or so... During meals we memorize our vocab and go over tenses- it is a lot of good work and I've been thinking I'd love to just work along side an investigator in their field or help them with something then just know on their door. I want some more manual labor honestly. I'm So grateful for the pioneers who helped establish this restauration. Dad, I need to learn how to ask more inspired intelligent questions, any advice?

Is there anything else I should be writing about? I'm so grateful for all of you and i"m working hard to do my part since i'm n0t on the forefront with you...I do miss you terribly and you are always in my prayers. Tell brother Bybee I am working really really hard to be a servant of the Lord I'm so incredibly grateful for them. We have a really good companionship that we work to be united in the work.

Love you so much talk to you next week!!!

Hermana Tuckett

yet another letter

2009-10-14T17:53:00.000-07:00

How is the family? Anything happen on saturday? I was praying fervently and I didn't know why and I'm concerned, what is going on? Remember you are in my prayers.

This week was fantastic as usual I have nothing bad to say, we keep on moving forward in the Lord's work. Wasn't General Conference amazing! I especially want the family to watch Elder Bednar's from Saturday and Hollands from Sunday.... and Nelso from Sunday :) if they didn't or fell asleep. Hollands was incredible. Dad for you, I thought about Christoffersons- I can't remember what day it was but please check it out- it is about our country, very good. Mom, Dad and family, I'm so grateful to be here, not everyone gets this opportunity and I'm so grateful for all of you and the bybees. This is amazing to be a part of the Lord's work and share the Gospel.

Mom I thought of you this week- Starting these classes you need courage. After 8 years in the desert Nefi and his families come to Bountiful a Land with all they need but then Nefi is asked to build a boat and sail the ocean, what kind of courage does it take for this? I've realized Nefi was kind of a clueless amazing man- "i was guided by the spirit not know beforehand what I should do", I do not know the meaning of all things but that the Lord loves his children- I don't know why I write these things but it is wisdom in the Lord- this is all paraphrased of course but what faith he had with no previous knowledge of what was to come. His ability to provide for his family in the wilderness when his bow broke. I see you as my Nefi- you have so much courage and strength raising children facing this miraculous life and starting classes. You will always be in my prayers.

I loved a part of a talk, i can't remember who it was but i'll get back to you on that- about God. Why should we believe in God? Because without God life would end at the grave, progression would be temporary, and challenges would have no meaning but we learn in John 17:3 "And this is life eternal" that thou shalt know God- I hope we can all strive to develop that personal relationship with God- When I am having a hard time here the Lord carries me, I know it- I completely rely on him for everything and I am continually praying for the deepest humility as a Servant and Representative. I know the Book of Mormon contains the truthfulness that answers all of our questions in this life. It is the stumbling block of all who challenge it. Just as Holland said- why would Hyrum and Joseph die for a fake book? Why would thousands cross the plains. The Book of Mormon is the keystone for us and we must read everyday. Please do...

Did brea and Josh and Marian get my cards? how are they and school? How are classes mom?

Very important: Sister Stapleton (the wonderful sister from Australia of Ray and Diane) is wondering if they are headed back to Australia soon. She is leaving and needs to send a package to Aus. but it will cost her $70.00 and was wondering if she could instead send it to their house and they could take the stuff with them. But she doesn't want them to spend the money either to send it there. Me explico? Please dear elder soon so I can help- Please tell sis blalock I'm so grateful for her letters- I loved hearing about conference and I do sing in the Choir not well but I do- Braydon is a solid young man and is doing well- I told him if he needed anything we can get it for him, a home away from home.

MARIAN CALEB SPENCER BREANA JOSH I LOVE YOU....AND CASEY!

Mother, I'm sorry I ask for things- but it is getting cold, i don't want a big coat but i need some scarves- mine are in the box entitled dresser and winter- i have gloves just need the yellow/tan scarf and the white one and for fun any other light colorful ones you might want to send. Also if we have some family history stories I would really like them. any news on the patriarchal blessing? Thank you again and again...if you don't have time that is fine.

We are teaching four times a day right now, the ability to relate and read the face of the investigator is coming also the ability to "toca puertas" or knock doors, it is difficult to knock a door and tell them in a small amount of time about their salvation and why we should come into the security of their home but the Lord has blessed us. My companions are well we are like the girls on little women actually. Brea I hope you are eating pumpkins. Our District is the best- we are called the brady bunch be/c we all get along so well i guess, we have a great calling ahead of us, lots of our friends are starting to leave but we are maintaining focus b/c we still have so much to prepare for.

I want to share a story every time of our family this weeks is about the fall! I remember when we rode in the back of the truck about 9 yrs old to hike and look at leaves not even spencer was born yet! I remember josh fitting into the gigantic pumpking and also being clotheslined by an unmarked string at a pumpking patch- I remember dad walking through EVERY row of a patch to find the "perfect" pumpkin and I would point out one that would suffice- I remember running across the street in my cleopatra costume in the provo house and falling on my face when the skirt was too long. Good times!

The Lord is with us- Look unto me in every thought, doubt not fear not. In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy path.

Love you so much,

Hermana Tuckett

Another Letter!!

2009-10-04T11:38:00.000-07:00

Well family I hope you recieved my last letter in the mail!

Sorry again for not getting to the e-mail, even our prep days stay busy.
How was down south? and the birthdays? Thank you for the package SO much, that was so nice to have. This week was another wonderful week as always, as of tomorrow I am now off the doctor's orders to go running for my physical well being and my individual sanity of needing to be outside. i did precede to infect four others in my district, it's too bad we have to stay attached at the hip right.

I wrote a letter to marian make sure she gets it please. Again thank you for all the support and love. I'm over half way done and can't do enough in the days here. Spanish is coming well and we are only teaching in spanish now. Spanich is a language you feel so it's just going to come when it wants to. I just need to focus on learning the scriptures. Eric made it safely to CA last week and it was so nice to be here with him. I've also seen Elder Blalock, he seems to be doing well I'll make sure if he needs anything he can let me know next time i see him. Mother, Sis Blalock wrote me, please let her know how grateful I am to have it and that I am doing fantastic. She is so kind.

Mom and Dad- share experiences with the kids where the scriptures have answered your prayers- I have found that the scriptures can answer any questions you have. I love reading and I have this insatiable desire that just keeps on going to learn more. Here more than ever I need to be accountable with the Lord of the things I have done in a day, it is his time not mine. We seem to see ourselves for yesterday and today- God sees us for forever. Christ knows us for our potential. Latest quotes from Hermana Steadman during our lessons with "investigators"

"Don't worry, Everyone looks like somebody's mother"

"Do you remember your dead brother." ( to a missionary posing with a brother that passed away of course)

You might find some humor out of these but I just wish you were there. Steadman is a head in the clouds, whispy hermana and Stoker reminds me of a Disney princess- that's about all i can say about my wonderful companeras, we are having a blast. Dad, I heard Sam is ready to run a mtn again- don't take it easy on him he can do it.

The company of the spirit is based on our motives. Every person I meet I have the desire to bring them to know Christ a little bit better and that can be through anything good. How is school for everyone? What are the Halloween costume ideas? I love Halloween- well fall...

I sadly found out the scrambled eggs were made from powdered eggs (gross!) here so it has limited my breakfasts to cold cereal and hard boiled eggs...

There is not much to report from this last week except that I am alive and still loving it. I want to learn more about funny things during the week or what you are doing. Oh! I heard from fredy and holly so don't worry. Thank you for everything you are doing and your prayers. I'm so grateful for you. I Love you all!

Hermana Tuckett

First Letter

2009-09-19T08:34:00.001-07:00

Hola Familia!

I am so happy. It took me three days to transition into missionary status as I have told some of you before; I imagined my phone vibrating a couple times, I'm still not used to nylons and I am getting used to being with someone ALL THE TIME. My english is suffering but for a good cause so please excuse the grammar. First things first, I need flip flops and a robe for showers. Mother...I have a confession, i did not bring the slips you wanted me to wear and they are under my bed, if you would like to send them out of spite i understand and I am ashamed :) love you. As I said the first three days they keep you so busy, probably so some elders won't have to time to think about what they are doing ;) Being here is a higher plane of though and activity. This is the Lord's time now, former things are put on pause. I must glorify my mission, this is the last September 9th 2009 I will ever have! I can't believe is has already been a week. The Lord must break you down in order to build you back up in to the person he needs you to be. The first thing I realized is that I am here solely to learn for the Lord's investigators. I feel I will come to genuinely learn the propensity of being a missionary for our Lord. I have his name right underneath mine on my badge, I am representing him and speaking for him. The convictions of the Sons of Mosiah are a perfect example I look up to. Josh I forgot the maestros names you wanted me to recordar...They pack you so full with information everything left me, I couldn't remember what Idid before the MTC. I can't believe it's been a week already... I had to buy a watch because I didn't have my phone anymore.

We wake up promptly at 6:30 and sleep at 10:30. Obedience is key, My P.O. box is 130 and my departure date is November 3rd. The Lord has literally quickened my mind and ability to retain, I know what if feels like to have the Armor of Dios. I can already see my compañera trying to pull me from my room in Texas because I won´t want to leave. I have the opportunity to spend 12 hours a day studying the Gospel. I will say it would be nice if everyone would just study horseback, I think it would be beneficial. Please let everyone know I do want to write but don´t have a ton of time but that I love them. I am the happiest girl in the world, it is so nice being around many people striving for the same purpose in the service of God. Si se puede! You´ll be amazed how many ways I found to sit in a chair in a dress.. we spend a lot of time in a room studying. My Prep day is tuesday, hoy. On Sunday we had movie night! now showing: Teaching Skills starring Elder Holland!

The technique of teaching the Gospel is remarkable much more organized then when Dad probably went...We are teaching the person not the lesson. I had a wonderful conversation with Kevin Williamson a black man from Chicago with the best accent, we spoke for twenty minutes with the reward of some answered questions and the desire for the Book of Mormon and Missionaries to come to his him. He also wants another call later this week from me ( and my compañera) it is mandatory. Anything in particular you want to know about? The Gospel is true! that is all I can say...I am learning so much and I realized I don't know a ton about the Gospel. Tell Aunt Diane and Uncle Ray that I met Sister Stapleton, She found me because I didn't know where to start...She is an amazing person with a lot of personality, she sends her love and gratitude to them.

Please send this to Alexes as well and the michie family (thmichie@yahoo.com) with any unnecessary information omitted. Gracias Madre. Call for lexes I don't have it by the computer. The language is coming, I am beginning to think in spanish and the fourth week i will only speak spanish. My whole distrito is gringos so we are all starting from scratch.

Marian:

I love you baby so much! I hope school is going well. How are bess and Jack? I hope you are playing with them a lot for me. Let me know what you have been doing. Loves

Brea--
I was one sad puppy when I went in for dinner the first time in the mtc, they were serving rabbit iceberg lettuce with fake breaded chicken, I want spiinach but then the Lord answered my prayers and they have a wrap and salad bar. The other food is grotesque. How are classes and the running? We get 50 mins to exercise so it's nice. I hope you are happy. I love you baby so much

Spencer!
How is the bike? and school? I only have three mins so i ahve to run love you much

Josh and Casey-

I've been thinking about you I love you both? How are classes and provo? I'm so close but off the radar-- bring me cafe rio or something ha ha

Ciao ciao

Love you all, thank you for your support

Hermana Tucket

LETTER!

2009-09-17T11:44:00.000-07:00

Here is one of the first e-mails Jess has sent home... I know it's not her very first one but I myself haven't even had the pleasure of reading it. but as soon as I do, I will be sure to post it :)

Hola Familia y Amigos!

Esta es el segundo pasado en el mtc! only 7 more weeks to go! I have to write fast because they only give me 30 mins so here it goes. First- Mother can you update me on my account and if you need to use money let me know so that I can keep an accurate accounting of coming and going. Use for good purposes. For breana's birthday i want her to buy a new shirt and an accesory/jewelry etc. to wear- please fund from my account. Love you much. Thank you for the fast delivery of robe and flip flops, I'm so grateful for you. Eric is doing fantastic, he is a zone leader and rightfully so. You are a great support group. Mother also can you crop the unessential things and send an update to info@rockymtnoutfitters.com and that I hope all is well. Thank you,. Mother I also found Matt 16: 1-2 please read it reminded me of you, you'll know why. For the boys- have spencer read Alma 60:7-- this scripture was found on a bathroom wall....you will see why. Why do they wear knee pads in the book of mormon? Because of all the "kneefights". I day a week is not enough for writing but effectively so because we are still working on things even on our p-days. Mother some granola or that emerald city stuff would be great to have thank you :) And as a request I have no good smelling lotions. I didn't know I had this infatuation with lotion can you send some please. Oh! and find out Julie moss's new address: 735-1400 and Alexes's please.

Now, How is the family? every single one I want a little update on. you can e-mail and anyone else can as well on jaetuck@ldsmail.com. I just won't get it till tuesday instead of every day like dear elder. How was homecoming? I love the mountains right now perfect for riding, I'm glad you are working with Nole dad, I rode with him some as well he is good just pricey.

Now to the work: I'm weak but the Lord makes me strong. I completely rely on him. They placed me in an intermediate spanish class which is good and we are teaching our first lesson in spanish this week. I have another companion Herman Stoker from woodbridge virginia! She is wonderful and Hermana Steadman from South Jordan is still kicking. The dynamics of a trio are different, we couldn't imagine the work without stoker though, it was all meant to be. I can't tell you how many times we visit the bathroom everyday though, three women all working as one is a big commitment but they are literally my other 2/3 we work really well together. Teaching skills are difficult to learn, only through experience, it is different then teaching a class. You have to find their crutch, or desire, be extremely in tune with the spirit and still testify and be aware of what you are saying, for those who don't see the importance you have to help them realize the purpose of life. All of these things are exceptional skills. I am working to do everything in my power and expect nothing. It is not often that we do that in life but that is where we recieve the most satisfaction. I will work as hard as I can to help other come unto christ but I can influence agency but never override it.

Kevin committed to read the Book of Mormon, we will be talking with him tomorrow. I spoke with a Lady name Judy Vogel, i wrote the story in sam's letter, he will tell you about it, it was a learning experience for me. Some have related the MTC to a infectious wound or Liberty Jail....now let me explain first, these were not my thoughts but like liberty because of the great trials and spiritual strength that was gained. Many have said Joseph was not the same when he came home from Liberty. And a wound (gross) because the Lord purifies you so that you can heal into a pure representative and be more in tune with the spirit. It is about discipline here and if you don't have the desire or the humility it is hard to go about the expectations.

Mother with the food I am surviving they have a wrap and salad bar but the rest I won't touch...have i always been so picky?

I am sending some pictures home with brea's letter of our district and my face. Oh my face! we have 50 mins for gym and I usually run but I recently started playing v-ball. The elders invited me to play with them after a session and I love it! but almost every week someone is put on crutches, that is our luck so far and i can't afford to have my release date put back. It is pretty intense...but i'm addicted! I was diving for a ball and a peruvian came down on top of me and gave me a good bloody nose and some good bruises. Once my vision cleared I was good to play though so no broken bones...I though of you dad.

I love you all so much! You are so special to me and i wish I had more time to tell you about what we are teaching. We get to go to the temple every week and study and teach the rest of our lives away. I am ready to go to Texas but I can spend many months still working on the language. My fourth week here will solely be in spanish, wish me luck. My relationship with Christ is stronger and I am learning so much about him. I still wish I could study on a horse or something but this will do. There is no greater call and each one of us is here for a reason. I pray for the people in Houston everynight.

Love you so much, let me know if I forgot anything, All is well.

Hermana Tuckett

Hello There!

2009-09-06T10:39:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!

My name is Alexes and I've decided to make a blogg that will follow Jess as she serves in her mission! I figured this would be a good way to keep up with her and it's also fun for people to see what she has been up to.

I sent her a letter yesterday so I should be hearing back from her relatively soon and I will post anything I get from her on here. If anyone else gets something from her and wants it to be posted, feel free to e-mail me at alexesmartinez@aol.com

Thanks!